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February 8th, 2010

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This is a story I wrote about a real life experience I had.

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So this is a real man who I really am attracted to and this is something I have really done.

hope it is good reading for you all and if this is not your cup of tea… I like lots of other things too.

I had been calling Him and emailing Him for days. He doesn’t know how much I want to see Him, to be under His command.
I have never been trained for anything and feel like I am good for nothing in this world of domination and submission.
Yes I am a hooker but I forget. The need and the desire to be owned has done nothing but grow in me. Now He is the first person who actively pursues my training.
In the past and now today, I have found that when I see a dom regularly, always for money, (it seems) I grow so attached. But this is different. He is not jut playing with me. He is actually training me and making me useful. I am growing attached again.
Then I remember…
At least when He paid me what I really am. I should keep my feelings safe from my needs wants and desires.
OH WHY WONT THE WONDERFUL CYBER DOM come off the cyber and take me. He could make me 100% His if He would. But then so much of me has always been His.
But for now I am talking about the doctor dom and my growing feelings for Him. I am talking about TRAINING!.
What is the meanest thing a dom can do to a sub? It is not to use her.
Sir Doc, as you will come to know Him, never answered my half dozen phone calls and email this week. Today was different…
He emailed me and I answered but I was too elated to wait for an answer so that I called Him right away. We made a plan, a glorious plan to meet tonight. I in my anx called Him several times in order to push it up the clock and see Him right away.
True to His domhood He was not to be rushed or taken away from His own time table for me. These things make me feel secure.
It is a fine line that a sub walks. Expressing her needs and hoping for her own preferred outcome and manipulation. So I waited.
I was to call at 7 PM and so at 6:30 I picked up the phone and then realized I had my answer hours before… ” Cal me at 7pm.” I put the phone down and went home to eat and wait.
It was seven and I called him. It was time and I may begin my journey to Him and His design for our time together.
I failed to cleanse my bowls, an oversight I would later regret. But I did dawn my new red dress and earrings. Even my shoes were red. My eyes stood out brilliant blue in contrast to the red and my lips I painted bright red as well.
I rushed to the car to begin my travel. My mind raced as I thought about what was to come. I rehearsed my routine. The only routine that had ever been taught to me. I thought perhaps that I loved Him.
OH WOE IS ME, I seem to be loving three doms all at the same time. I must talk to a psychiatrist about all of this. But for now I was going to be used and that was all that maddered.
I drove the 30 minutes to His home and hoped He would find me beautiful. Yes I said beautiful. Then I would know that I was pleasing to His eyes.
When I arrived I touched up my make up and went to the door. I stood there looking at Him in adoration.
When He saw me and recognized my presence I came to my self and asked, “May I come in?” He answered as expected…”yes”
I fully expected Him to ignore me but instead He came to me and grabbed my nipples HARD. He was standing nose to nose with me and His eyes were reading my soul. I wanted to kiss Him. I wanted to fall to my feet and worship Him.
Then I leaned forward with my lips and hoped that He would initiate a kiss but He pulled away. This happened several times over the next few minutes. I meant to remember every word He said to me from begriming to end of our session but alas I must confess this story is just the essence of what I remember.
He informed of what was to come. I felt unsure of myself as I KNEW that I was supposed to cross the room and prepare myself for His inspection. But how could I when I was held helpless at the door with my nipples subjected to His grip?
Finally when He was convinced that I understood my position in the relationship and the scene to come He released me and sent me to follow the training He had provided for me some weeks before.
I crossed the room and entered the small room where I was to undress and to gather several objects as prescribed.
I did all that was required me. When I got my dress off I hoped secretly that He would notice in my nakedness that I had lost weight and firmed up parts of my body.
Loosing weight is a two edged sword for me. So many of my clients come to me because I have ‘ a little extra padding’ and then some are turned away from me because I am FAT.
What ever the case loose I will because my Master, Master Sam, wont have anything to do with me until I do loose weight.
I was to prepare my inspection instruments. One of my tasks was to select the article that I would be whipped with. Oh how I hoped that I would be disciplined. Not that I was disobedient just for the purpose of being brought under control but because it is a show of love to have my Master, and for now for these next few moments, He was my Master.
When I entered the closet sized room the first thing I did was to look hopefully around the room hoping that like the last time there would be flowers for me like there were last time. But there were none. This didn’t ruin the mood or hurt me or anything like that. It wouldn’t be a surprise if it were so easy.
So I stood there for quite some time gazing at the variety of paddles whips and other items that I might choose from to be disciplined and inspected with.
The last few times I chose the crop. I wanted to choose it again but then I thought better of it and selected the leather strap that is split so that when struck a loud crack is heard. Later I would find the noise itself scared me and convinced me that the pain of the strike was increased by the sound of it.
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I forgot! This is not the first step in my routine! I returned the items to their places so that if He came to inspect my progress He would not know the error I had made.
I entered the bedroom and made my way to corner where I was to stand with my head down and prepare my mind and attitude for the submission of my should to Him.
I stood there and waited hoping that if He looked at me He would see my big FAT ass was not as big as it was the last time. So as not to mention this aspect of my thoughts again I will tell You later that He did notice and He did comment on it saying that He was proud of me.
FINALLY the buzzer went off. He was standing in close proximity of me and I turned my head to get the expected nod that meant I might leave my spot of thought and refuge and proceed to follow my routine.
He did nod my release and I went about collecting the instruments of my inspection. There was a pillow to kneel upon. A towel to lie upon while He inspected my holes. A leather strap to control me with. Rubber gloves and lotion to inspect me in most private spots. And the dreaded nipple clamps.
I carefully rehearsed in my mind what I was to do. “lets see… come to His side and present the platter of goods and devices.
He seemed pleased with me thus far as I stood in good posture and looked into His eyes for His approval. When the approval I came, I smiled. I am not sure if a sub is to be smiling at her Master when He is so grave and somber but my joy over rode any fears that I was doing the wrong thing and smile while I gazed at Him I did.
This did not dissuade Him from His looming gaze upon me. It wasn’t till many smiles later that He broke under the tenderness of it all and smiled back at me.
to be

A Sense Of Self Worth

February 8th, 2010

I am a lonely soul and my profession really fills my life with rewards. yuk 162 I hope it shows when we are together and I am sure it does. I hope you will let me wait upon you and minister to you and your ever temporal need.

I provide things like rum, vodka and scotch with all the common mixers. I provide beer and wine and even cigars! lol. I don’t know but I enjoy watching a man puff away on the sweet smelling sticks and the look of satisfaction on your face while you do.

I love to see a cock EXPLODE, to quote a friend from yesterday. What I really like is to play with a soft cock and watch it as it grows to full stature. The longer it takes the better for me. I regret that there is a urgent and un-moveable need for condoms even on this loving act but then there are so many cocks to suck, lick and kiss that I have to have just such a rule.

I love when a friend enters the door of my house and I close it behind him and move my body close to his wrapping my arm about his body and planting upon his lips the kiss I have only for him.

There is an expression of delight in their eyes and they KNOW that I am theirs and that I want them here with me for this hour or so.

Please when you come to visit me expect me to shower you with the affection that is missing in your life. Expect me to wait on you hand and foot and do all that I can to please you.

It doesn’t madder to me your size. Be it your cock or your belly I am going to love you and do what I can to excite you. In fact I like a belly on a man. I think it comes from growing up working in a bar. All my boyfriends were ten years older than me and as they were regulars in the bar they all had a beer belly.

I at the time was 15 - 19. I would call those formative years and so I learned to like a belly! Now that doesn’t mean that I don’t marvel at the six pack cause I do it just means that I LOVE MEN and I am going to love you.

I never understood why men in Hollywood shave their chest. I love to run my fingers through the hairs around the bellybutton and pull on the hairs on your chest. And even love the smooth sensation of a bare chest with no hairs at all.

I just LOVE MEN. I love the way they smell and I listen for the yodel when they climax. I really like boxers so if you want to improve your image with me wear them. lol

All of these things bring me to place of security. As much as I know most all of you would want to have me say that I am bi-sexual, I am not. Thought NEVER occurs to me to touch a woman in a sexual way.

I will admit I like titis and I will admit that I like to look upon a woman of beauty but I have never had a though of putting my lips upon a clit or pussy lips. I can’t help the way I was made.

Since it would be good for business you think I would fake it and lie here on these pages of confession but alas I am not that way. But I will tell you this. I have made a girlfriend and she wants to meet you.

It is getting late in the morning and I must get ready for my morning meetings: A FRIEND OF BILL W. meeting. I hope your day is full of blessings and that you will

HEY everybody!

February 5th, 2010

I am still around. I don’t feel so imaginative as I did yesterday but I did think it a nice thought to sayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy HELL-Otina 006 HELL-0

I am soooooo uninspired

February 4th, 2010

Selfish people are hard to love aren’t they? And I think most of us have no clear or accurate picture of who we are. And I think that we asses others poorly too. I think that is because we value them according to our need and based upon our inaccurate understanding of ourselves.

Oh shit does this make any sense?

 

I think I am kind and generous. I see myself as long suffering and tender from the heart. But over and over again I am informed by folks that I am impatient and selfish. Too boot, lately,I see a fat lazy whore in the mirror. Well what the fuck am I all about.

saying something nice?

February 3rd, 2010

well guys you do respond to a tongue lashing. Oh that just didn’t sound like what I meant to say.IMG_0656 I mean the last entry was chastisement and it has been up there long enough.

So here is something nicer. This series of pictures was taken about a year ago. Hope you like it.

As you might have noticed…..I am advertising myself as a bbw. Though I think I am just pudgy. But what the hey.

I am overweight and very lucky that my waist stays in even when the rest of me is quite filled out.

IMG_0659  IMG_0662 ok thats enough for now

Good Grief! What a night

January 17th, 2010

Why do you guys do it. Everything is going so well. I am hot for you. You are hot for me. Sweats sent is in the air mixed with the aroma of sex.

Moans ring into the air. Your hands are all all over me and my lips are doing what needs to be done just now. AND THEN WHAT

You decide that you don’t want it to be over so you pull back and that HARD cock goes soft.

I Hate that shit. don’t do it to me please.

What I like is a wet juicy kissing beginning. My lips moving from your lips to, well, to what I am trying to say is that my lips cover every inch of your beautiful body and your hands caress me all over.

Ok things I feel like telling you today…… I like the smell of my pussy. Often I reach down there between my legs and slosh my fingers between those wet lips only to stick those same fingers under my nose and inhale the musty odor. It makes me feel good to know that my crotch smells so good to me.

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In the past I have been around certain women and the odor of there pussy was noticeably AWFUL. Some times it had to do with there monthly visit from Mother Nature but some in deed were just stinky probably because there were fucking a lot of guys and not using condoms. The sperm, believe it or not, is considered by the vaginal organ to be… oh what I am trying to say is her body attacks this substance and it STINKS. Soooooooo gals if you are going to let the guys cum in you douche afterwards.

THE PERFECT LOVER

December 29th, 2009

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> The Perfect Lover

> At his request I dressed in white thigh high

> stockings. As an added touch I wore white pumps with

> 4″ heals and a white skin tight dress which showed

> my cleavage off. My make up was just so and my hair

> in place but still wet. I used grapefruit scented

> lotion on my pussy and my ass hole and all over my

> ass cheeks and expensive perfume over my body. The

> final touch was the sugar apple body spray on my

> hair and the door bell rang.

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> It was he as I had expected it to be. Locking the

> door behind us, we stopped in the entry way to

> embrace and to kiss. His lips, as usual, were soft

> and his tongue went deep through my parted lips. I

> love kissing him in particular.

>

> You might wonder how I can keep my lovers

> straight? I do to but each has his own way about him

> and most of them are my favorite. Isn’t that funny?

> I love them all. I love to service them all. For now

> it is he that my affections are toward.

>

> I moved the bar chairs closer together and poured

> him a drink. We sat facing each other and talked.

> From time to time we leaned across the empty space

> between us and kissed long and lovingly and wet

> kisses. Eventually he pulled the spaghetti straps

> that were holding my dress up down past my elbows

> and I wiggled out of their restraint.

>

> He removed the yoke of my dress from covering my

> breast and I sat exposed to him. His hands were warm

> and they calmed my hardened nipples so that they

> were not so pronounced. I pouted and mentioned that

> while he could view my bare breast I could not see

> his hairy chest. That clue was taken well and off

> went his polo shirt.

>

> My fingers in the hairs of his chest and his hands

> upon my breast, we kissed. As I said, I love his

> kisses. I lifted my right leg and positioned it on

> the arm of the bar chair so that my naked pussy was

> in plain view. The other leg I lifted and placed

> upon his shoulder. His eyes were fixed and his

> fingers began to explore me down there.

>

> I felt them find my clit and rub me over and over.

> As he slid down from the bar chair to his knees I

> rested my leg on the other arm of the chair and I

> leaned backward, moving my ass closer to the end of

> the seat so that his lips had easy access to my

> pussy.

>

> When I am with him it is my time. It seems his

> delight is please me with his lips. His tongue does

> magic things and I am afraid I can only tell you

> what it feels like he is doing as I myself am very

> busy enjoying his wet kisses. So much so that I do

> not remember to look and to see what it is that he

> actually does to me.

>

> In no time I was ready to explode. Knowing the

> mess it would make he bid me to take my place upon

> the bed off to the right of us where I placed a mat

> to absorb my pussy’s juices when they flowed.

>

> So I removed my dress promptly and lay there on my

> back with my pussy squarely upon the protective mat.

> He donned his pants and his shoes until all the

> remained on his body was socks. As for me, I wore

> nothing but my white thigh high stockings and a

> smile. My legs were spread ready to receive him and

> his kisses.

>

> He crawled up on to the bed and in between my legs

> and began to kiss me and to lick me with his tongue.

> My body reacted with pleasure and then he took his

> fingers and entered me in my pussy. I felt my pussy

> pulsate against the pressure and his lips drew

> closer to me down there. In and out. In and out of

> my pussy went his fingers.

>

> My hips began to move and tongue began to flicker

> at my clit. There was so much activity going on that

> my pussy began to swell. I couldn’t help but to fuck

> hard on his fingers while I held his head in place

> so that he would not release my clit from his

> sucking lips.

>

> From time to time our eyes would meet and we would

> smile at one another. But for the most part my eyes

> were closed as I simply enjoyed the myriad of

> sensations I was feeling. It was his goal to please

> my sexual appetite which is very hard to do.

>

> I am not saying that it is hard to make me climax

> but rather with in a few hours I am ready once again

> for another session and many more orgasms. That is

> why the Wanna-be Slave was so wonderful to have. He

> would tend to my needs as needed but he is gone now

> for many reasons that will not be posted in this

> recollection.

>

> I asked my perfect lover if he wanted to make me

> really cum and as you might have guessed he did. I

> showed him where to stand beside me on the bed and

> showed him how many fingers to use. Then I took his

> cock in my mouth and he began to finger me hard. As

> usual, I came like an eruption. He fingered me until

> the cum was splattering all over my arms and my face

> as well.

>

> The whole time he was doing this to me and my

> pussy I held his cock in my mouth and sucked. Many

> times I could not suck or do anything reciprocal to

> please him as I was lost in my own bliss. Once he

> thought he was done I told him to do it again and

> then again. finally I resorted to jacking his cock.

>

> When the big orgasm came for me he climaxed too.

> We were both moaning at the same time. His cum was

> squirting onto my belly and breasts and mine was

> dripping down my ass and splattering on to my

> thighs. Once climax had been accomplished I got up

> from the bed and asked him to relax there where I

> lay while cleaned us both up.

>

> I brought him the ice water I had prepared for him

> earlier that evening and he rested with his eyes

> closed. Then got the wash clothes and warmed them

> with water. The first thing I did was to wipe myself

> clean and then I ministered to his cock as well.

> Washing his balls and his thighs and even his belly

> and then I climbed up onto the bed with him and

> tucked myself under his arm. We both closed our eyes

> and fell asleep for a little while.

>

>

the truck driver

December 29th, 2009

I had a ghost writer help me rewrite this story see if you like it. 

Sir:

I want so much to tell you everything that is in my heart,? ?mind,? ?and soul right now…and to tell you about what happened today.?  ?I am so angry with you just now,? ?for reasons you understand better than anyone.?   ?But my love for you…my devotion to you…and your power over me is so strong I just tell you.?  ?So I will.

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Do you remember the trash truck driver who fucks me so well??  ?The one who makes me cum so hard when he goes down on me??  ?Yes,? ?that’s the one.?  ?He came to see me today,? ?bringing flowers.?  ?When he called me he told me he was bringing something to me,? ?and to look,? ?taste,? ?and smell extra sweet.?  ?I took a bubble bath,? ?with the water scented with oils,? ?and took special care to be extra clean for him.?  ?He tells me each time that after working so hard on the truck all day,? ?all he can think about is smelling,? ?tasting,? ?feeling,? ?fucking,? ?and loving me.?  ?I nearly came in the tub just thinking about it.?  ?I finished bathing,? ?dried off with a big,? ?soft towel,? ?and then smelled my skin to make sure the scent he loves so much was there.?  ?I licked my skin softly.?  ?It tasted so good.?  ?I knew I was ready for him.?   ?The towel caressed my skin softly,? ?making the hairs on my arm tingle.?  ?That,? ?in turn,? ?made my clit tingle,? ?and my nipples harden.?  ?I was almost ready for him.?  ?I finished drying my hair,? ?brushing my teeth,? ?and then put on make up.?  ?As you know,? ?Sir,? ?I don’t usually wear much,? ?but the trash truck driver loves it when I wear red lipstick.?  ?He loves to see it smear when he kisses me,? ?and loves to see it on his cock later.?  ?I do,? ?too.? 

I put on my red Chinese robe?…?.the soft,? ?satin one.?  ?It kissed my skin,? ?and felt so cool and smooth.?  ?When he called me from the gate,? ?I rang him in and realized I had just gotten wetter.?  ?My breath quickened some as I waited for the knock on the door.?  ?I wondered what he had brought me.?  ?He is so sweet.?  ?Each time he calls,? ?I think of his hands,? ?and how he smells to me when he arrives at my door.?  ?In spite of his work,? ?his hands are always remarkably clean?…?.not a speck of dirt under his fingernails.?  ?They are large,? ?strong,? ?and not so smooth…but they are clean.?  ?I realize he must wear gloves while he works,? ?but still?…?..

And I never have to offer him a shower or bath.?  ?He’s clean when he arrives.?  ?Clean hair,? ?clean body,? ?clean clothes…and those hands.?  ?I always think of those hands.

When I answered the door,? ?he stood there smiling with one arm behind his back.?  ?He then brought it forward,? ?and presented me with a large bouquet of flowers.?  ?Oh,? ?my God,? ?they were so beautiful.?  ?I took them,? ?thanked him,? ?and said I should put them in water.?  ?I let my robe fall to the floor and walked away,? ?teasing him with slow,? ?sexy steps as I went into the kitchen.?  ?I took a vase out of the lower cabinet,? ?put water in it and placed the flowers in the vase.?  ?As I arranged them,? ?I thought of you,? ?and how I wish you would send flowers to me,? ?Sir.?  ?I almost cried thinking of you,? ?but caught myself.?  ?You see,? ?Sir,? ?no matter who I am with…no matter what I am doing?…?.no matter what I am experiencing,? ?you are there?…?.inside of me,? ?around me,? ?and near me.?  ?But things like the flowers remind me of your callousness,? ?your hardness,? ?your insensitivity sometimes?…?.and how you ignore me.?  ?It reminds me of why I’m angry and hurt.? 

Before those thoughts could envelop me,? ?though,? ?the trash truck driver,? ?now transformed into an exciting,? ?excited,? ?sensitive,? ?attentive,? ?and aggressive lover,? ?came up behind me and began to kiss my neck…then my right ear…whispering my name,? ?tickling me with his breath,? ?and burying his face into the nape of my neck…sending shivers across my torso,? ?then straight to my hardening nipples,? ?which were now jutting out like hard little rocks.?  ?He caressed my hairline,? ?and his facial stubble tickled my neck and shoulder,? ?causing me to shiver,? ?then giggle.?  ?I wriggled away from him,? ?laughed excitedly,? ?slipping out of his grasp and ran into the living room.?  ?He pursued me,? ?smiling,? ?looking wild-eyed as he chased me once around the coffee table.?  ?I ran into the bedroom,? ?where he caught me.?  ?I spun around to meet him,? ?as he laughed,? ?picked me up,? ?and threw me backward onto the bed.? 

He immediately threw himself on top of me and started kissing my breasts?…?.first the right one,? ?then the left one.?  ?He cupped them into his strong,? ?clean hands,? ?and move up,? ?inch by inch,? ?kissing my upper chest,? ?my throat,? ?then my face.?  ?He caressed both cheeks with his lips,? ?kissed my closed eyes,? ?then lowered his mouth to my mouth,? ?parting my waiting lips with his tongue.?  ?My tongue met his,? ?and as they danced,? ?he began to press harder against me,? ?grinding.?  ?I felt his hardened cock press against my pubic bone,? ?and felt his hair on his massive balls tickle my clit.?   ?We kissed more deeply than before,? ?then I took his head in my hands,? ?lifted him away from me,? ?smiled,? ?and with begging eyes gazing into his,? ?said,? “?Please.?  ?Please,? ?now.?” 

I pushed his head down,? ?and he again kissed my upper chest,? ?then my breasts.?  ?Before moving lower,? ?he placed my right nipple in his mouth,? ?pressing down softly as his lips tickling me.?  ?He sucked in in deeper,? ?then took his tongue,? ?and with rapid,? ?butterfly-like,? ?flickering movements,? ?drove me wild as he devoted himself to that single nipple.?  ?I came immediately for the first of many orgasms.?  ?He then turned to the other breast and repeated what he had done to the other one,? ?quipping,? “?I wouldn’t want to ignore her.?”   ?I giggled as I thought of how he always refers to my breasts as? “?her.?”

The trash truck driver then moved his mouth downward to my tummy.?  ?I don’t like my tummy,? ?Sir.?  ?I don’t like it at all.?  ?But he does,? ?and more importantly,? ?so do you.?  ?You told me.?  ?You told me I’m not fat.?  ?In spite of all that I’m mad at you for right now,? ?in spite of the fact that the roses in my kitchen are not from you,?  ?I thank you for that.?  ?He kissed my tummy and then gripping my waist for a moment,? ?began to move downward again with his mouth.?  ?He nuzzled his nose and pressed just above my clit,? ?and kissed my cunt lips softly.?  ?As his tongue parted them,? ?he slipped it downward to the bottom of my crevice,? ?and began to move back upward,? ?parting my lips with his tongue.?  ?Yes,? ?those lips.?  ?::smile::

He stopped at my pussy hole and fucked me several times with his rigid tongue?…?.as if it were a promise of bigger things to come.?  ?His left thumb found the hood covering my clit,? ?and as his tongue moved up again,? ?he slipped one,? ?then two,? ?then tree fingers inside of me,? ?with his palm facing up so that he could curl those fingers up inside of me to touch that secret,? ?sacred,? ?exciting spot.?  ?I was drenching his hand with my juices as they flowed out of me,? ?past his fingers onto the sheets.?  ?I cried out,? ?arched my back and threw my head back as I gripped my breasts and began to squeeze my nipples with my thumbs and middle fingers.?  ?When I did that,? ?the jolt of current from my nipples to my clit made me cum again,? ?this time harder than the first.? 

He drew my clit in between his lips,? ?again pressing down softly,? ?just exactly how he had done my nipples,? ?and began working his magic again with that amazing tongue of his.?  ?I cried out so loudly my neighbors must have heard it,? ?as wave after wave of orgasmic bliss washed over me,? ?almost drowning me.?  ?My legs shot up straight into the air,? ?and my hips churned,? ?wriggled,? ?ground into his face?…?.as I tried to pull him entirely inside of me.?  ?He drank me,? ?Sir.?  ?There must have been cups of my cum fluid washing onto his face,? ?into his mouth and nostrils.?  ?I nearly drowned him with my orgasms.

I don’t know if it’s piss or cum.?  ?Tom says it’s cum juice.?  ?He should know.?  ?He fingers me,? ?and drinks me two or three times a day.?  ?Remember??  ?I told you that before,? ?didn’t I??

Well,? ?like I said before?…?.I’m mad at you.?  ?You are in my thoughts practically all the time,? ?but,? ?Sir?…?..I want you to know that when the trash truck driver fucked me,? ?I didn’t think of you at all.?  ?There.?  ?I said it.?  ?When he mounted me,? ?all I could think of was those flowers?…?.and this time they were from him.?  ?My thoughts then WEREN’T that the flowers were not from you.?  ?I thought only of how they were a gift from him:?  ?a customer who shows me more love,? ?attention,? ?and caring than my own Master.? 

He lifted up from me,? ?wiped his mouth on the back of his arm,? ?smiled,? ?and then took my ankles in his hands and spread my legs even wider.?  ?He took his huge,? ?massive,? ?turgid,? ?hardened cock in his right hand,? ?squeezing the base to make the head turn purple and swell even more.?  ?He told me to help him as he put his left hand on the bed beside me and lowered himself on top of me.?  ?I grabbed his cock in my hand and guided it to the opening of my cunt.?  ?Instead of putting it all the way in,? ?he pressed slightly,? ?pushing just the head inside,? ?and then did something he had never done before.?  ?He told me to count slowly to three,? ?and promised that on three,? ?it would all be mine.?  ?I counted,? “?One?………?..two?…………” ?and trembled as I said,? “?Threeeeeeee?!”  ?Just as I said it,? ?he RAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMED his cock into me to the hilt,? ?and I instantly came again,? ?this time exploding harder than ever before.? 

He held it in deep for a moment,? ?flexing his cock to make the head swell inside of me.?  ?I could literally feel the veins throb against the walls of my cunt,? ?as he fucked me without moving in and out.?  ?Then he slowly withdrew it,? ?until the head pressed against my g-spot?…?..and moved his hips from side to side,? ?churning as he massaged that spot,? ?causing me to feel things I’ve never felt with a customer.?  ?Never.?  ?Then,? ?he told me to count again.?  ?I did,? ?and on? “?THREEEEEEEE?”  ?he plunged into me again,? ?this time fucking me hard,? ?harder,? ?HARDERRRRRR,? ?relentlessly as he pounded orgasm after orgasm out of me.?  ?By then my legs were wrapped around his waist,? ?pulling him tight into me.?  ?I was playing with his nipples?…?.he loves that.?  ?I fingered them,? ?licked them,? ?sucked,? ?them,? ?and bit them,? ?as he fucked me.?  ?He then raised?  ?back and lifted my legs high into the air again and began to pound even harder.?  ?I was covered with his sweat and his saliva.?  ?He was covered with mine?…?.plus my cum juice,? ?as well.? 

I begged him to flip me over and take me from behind.?  ?He did so,? ?suddenly,? ?without even saying,? “?OK.?”  ?I was turned over like a weightless little rag doll,? ?and as I felt his hands on my waist,? ?I reached down to massage my clit as he positioned me into a doggie position,? ?placed his cock head against the opening of my cunt,? ?and RAMMMMMMMMMMMMMED it in,? ?this time instantly to the hilt.?  ?I felt his balls banging against the back of my upper thighs.?  ?I felt his thumb as he released one hand from my waist and began to massage my asshole,? ?sticking it in and ass-fucking me with it as he fucked my cunt.?  ?His other hand then left my waist and he reached up,? ?grabbed my hair and pulled my head back.?  ?As he fucked me harder,? ?riding me like I was his mare,? ?he yanked me upward,? ?so that my back was against his stomach and chest…still slightly bent over so he could still fuck me.? 

I felt his fingers on my throat as he squeezed gently…not enough to scare me or hurt me,? ?or choke me…but enough to own me for that moment in time.?  ?I felt his fingers slide up and down my throat,? ?then to my mouth,? ?and as he put his other hand around my waist and pressed into my tummy,? ?he slipped his fingers inside my mouth.?  ?Somehow,? ?that did it.?  ?He was pulling me into him,? ?was deep inside as he could be,? ?and fucking my mouth with his fingers as he fucked my cunt with his massive cock.?  ?I pulled them from my mouth for a moment,? ?looked at his clean hands once again,? ?sucked his fingers back inside my mouth,? ?feeling my final orgasm begin to grow?…?.from deep within me…the heat,? ?the pressure,? ?the tickling,? ?and then the final,? ?glorious explosion.

I could see nothing but bright light as he cried out my work name,? “?Reneeeeeeeee?” ?and I cried out,? “?YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS?!!!!!   ?NOWWWWWWWWWWW?!!!!!”   ?I swear,? ?Sir,? ?I had never cum that hard with a customer before?…?.not even him.? ?I fell forward onto the bed,? ?and he followed me,? ?covering me with his weight.?  ?I felt his hardness subside,? ?and as he slipped out of me slowly,? ?we both giggled as the final? “?pop?” ?sound came as his cock completely left me.?   ?I gasped for breath for a minute or so,?  ?and then as I felt my heart beat start to slow down,? ?I moved onto my side,? ?and thanked him for a wonderful time.?  ?I wanted to drift off to sleep,? ?but realized I must get him ready to leave.?  ?I managed to get up,? ?went into the bathroom,? ?and got a warm? ?,? ?wet washcloth to clean him with.?  ?It’s important that I do that,? ?because each time I do,? ?it makes me think of how devoted I am to you…honor you?…?..and love you.?  ?I think of how wonderful it will be to fondle you,? ?wipe you,? ?and perhaps take you into my mouth,? ?even after you have just spent yourself?…?.after I have brought you back to life.?  

After I had helped the trash truck driver dress,? ?he smiled,? ?got up from the chair where he sat to tie his shoes,? ?put the other gift on the nightstand…the one he usually gives me?…?.and then reached down to kiss me on the cheek as he moved toward the door.?  

After he left,? ?I went back to bed,? ?and I started to drift off to sleep?; ?but before I could,? ?my thoughts turned to you again,? ?Sir.?  ?I remembered you,? ?everything about you,? ?the good and the bad.?  ?Later,? ?I got up,? ?went into the kitchen and saw the flowers in the vase?…?.and I wept.?

?YOU know I love you.?

YOUR PET

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