Fantasy! Fairytale? This Life Of Mine Is The Real Thing.
August 2nd, 2010
However this blog is a fantasy blog and there is no way to distinguish what I simply make up and what really happened or is happening.
So Mr Knight thinks I make him out to be a hero. I thought I made it clear that he hurt my feelings and dumped me. I thought there was no question that my life took an emotional shit from that time to this.
Now that he is back, I am so happy! I guess he is a hero NOW.
And, I suppose anytime that a porky sex kitten can be loved and adored and even so popular as to be hated by the masses, that is a FANTASY AND A FAIRYTALE. Most sex goddesses are not PORKY.
He taught me so much in just a few short months. I loved him for the knowledge he imparted but I see now that I will never truly be a slave or submissive. I put myself through all of that to be loved and it did complete my feminine nature to submit.
But as I go about with these bitch boys as I call them I see how aimless they can be. They are even strange. In fact a true submissive has a lot of power over her/his life until such a time as she has selected her Master or he has selected his Mystress.
No Way to account for some of the JOHNS out there!
July 29th, 2010
Hell-O
July 28th, 2010
me around the same time maybe a few years later
my late husband BULL. Guys he is dead so don’t get all freaky on me. You can see I like em big and bald and tall
me at 19 or 20. By the way I made that dress!
I love this pic…. I am around 20 or 21 I think
all the rest of the photo are me under18 and I am not sure that is going to be ok to post sorry
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July 25th, 2010
Gone Are The Days…
July 25th, 2010
I remember waking the girl staying at my house at 5 am. she would bustle around the condo picking up this and that, sweeping, dusting, wiping down tables and chairs. While she made the beds and straightened the bedrooms I would linger in the sweet smelling and hot sudsy tub.
She and I would prepare for the day. We would check off events and items from a daily list of ‘to do’s’. And post on the most popular sites. By noon we could quit and be so far ahead of the masses. Shopping restaurants and AA meeting. All the time going to coming from or in a meeting.
SOBER
Shopping
shopping
OMG! Oh My God! OMG! What A, A, A, Night I Had Last Night!
July 17th, 2010
but I can’t tell you all about that right now. Maybe later after I tell you where I have been.
As some know 8 months ago I woke up and I could not get out of bed because of the pain in my right leg. This went on till today however about a month ago the most unbearable pain subsided. I thought I could deal with the lesser amount of hurting but I still have a hard time getting up in the morning. I should mention that the mornings might be day or night depending upon when the guys call me or when they stop calling for the day or few days..
