Check Me Out

Why do we think it is ok to decided that we are garbage and unworthy of any types of love? If someone is in the process of thinking well of you why would you pop their bubble on purpose?various 004 If it is such a bad thing to be someone’s hope then I will retreat.

various 008 Does that make you feel better?

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various 030 so ends the Knight and my joy

However this blog is a fantasy blog and there is no way to distinguish what I simply make up and what really happened or is happening.

So Mr Knight thinks I make him out to be a hero. I thought I made it clear that he hurt my feelings and dumped me. I thought there was no question that my life took an emotional shit from that time to this.

Now that he is back, I am so happy! I guess he is a hero NOW. ReneemyRenee 9-2-07 1597 And, I suppose anytime that a porky sex kitten can be loved and adored and even so popular as to be hated by the masses, that is a FANTASY AND A FAIRYTALE. Most sex goddesses are not PORKY.

He taught me so much in just a few short months. I loved him for the knowledge  he imparted but I see now that I will never truly be a slave or submissive. I put myself through all of that to be loved and it did complete my feminine nature to submit.

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But as I go about with these bitch boys as I call them I see how aimless they can be. They are even strange. In fact a true submissive has a lot of power over her/his life until such a time as she has selected her Master or he has selected his Mystress.

hmm not quite ready for bed yet

 

Now the killer report follow this.

 

Originally Posted by Rjinstpete

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Renee is all covered.
Don’t Touch.
Jeez

so this guys says because I use condoms don’t touch me. I say because he sees exclusively women with out condoms please don’t call me.

Hell-O

July 28th, 2010

ScannedImage001_001 me at 37 or here in st pete

ScannedImage004_004 me around the same time maybe a few years later

ScannedImage003_003 my late husband BULL. Guys he is dead so don’t get all freaky on me. You can see I like em big and bald and tall

ScannedImage006_006 me at 19 or 20. By the way I made that dress!

ScannedImage002_002 I love this pic…. I am around 20 or 21 I think

 

all the rest of the photo are me under18 and I am not sure that is going to be ok to post sorry

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Gone Are The Days…

July 25th, 2010

I remember waking the girl staying at my house at 5 am. she would bustle around the condo picking up this and that, sweeping, dusting, wiping down tables and chairs. While she  made the beds and straightened the bedrooms I would linger in the sweet smelling and hot sudsy tub.

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She and I would prepare for the day. We would check off events and items from a daily list of  ‘to do’s’. And post on the most popular sites. By noon we could quit and be so far ahead of the masses. Shopping restaurants and AA meeting. All the time going to coming from or in a meeting.

SOBER

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Shopping

shopping

but I can’t tell you all about that right now. Maybe later after I tell you where I have been.

As some know 8 months ago I woke up and I could not get out of bed because of the pain in my right leg. This went on till today however about a month ago the most unbearable pain subsided. I thought I could deal with the lesser amount of hurting but I still have a hard time getting up in the morning. I should mention that the mornings might  be day or night depending upon when the guys call me or when they stop calling for the day or few days..

Ass Available!

July 15th, 2010

funny note: The other day I posted an ad making my ass available and then forgetfully I took a laxative. OMG!!!!!!!!

 

luckily no one responded that day.IMG_0700

I posted my ass for sale

July 15th, 2010

I guess the guys aren’t into ass any more as I got not one callIMG_0670

IMG_0691 go figure