Sexcapades with Renee

So there are things I will go for gladly

things I will tolerate

things I try to endure

and then there is NO NO NO NO not happening

The Good Master did the NO NO

Things I go for gladly?  Well the Good Master threatened me saying if I were to fuck up again in the same way he would make wear his cum all day. I didn’t respond because that turns me on. I would gladly sport his cum around all day.

Things I will tolerate? The Good Master lived some 3 or four hours away and it was likely that I would not be seeing him daily or even weekly.  Read more... (405 words, 2 images, estimated 1:37 mins reading time)

the sexy slave contacted her ex Master and he reconsidered his decision to terminate her.

I was so very busy getting fucked this way and then that way. I soaked my sheets with my own cum and now I am going to go lay down in the wet spot and remember the joy it brang.

I want all of you to understand when I have a lover I get so damned horny that I just can’t get enough.

ok nighty-night and if you want to fuck me tonight just wake me up and bring cash.

OH THIS IS A FANTASY BLOG

So for those of you who have been reading my blog for years know that God did not make  me to be loved. I’m here to get fucked and one way or the other that is all I get.

So if you read my earlier posts about my ‘boy friend’ and the thought of my being loved discouraged you from making an appointment to visit me, you don’t have to worry about it any more.

I, more than anything want to tell you, the whole world, even just tell my mother every stinking detail. But  my mom died and that was the last person who gave a shit anyway.

He is gone; I am going to contact him again but there is no use. It is over in his eyes. Of that I am sure.  Read more... (212 words, 1 image, estimated 51 secs reading time)

Today I wonder. I usually don’t wonder or care what you guy think about my love life. Many of you get VERY upset if I have a beau  Many times I have had to have this conversation with the potential client on the phone, “You are going to see me one time perhaps once every few months. You have a wife, No if I want to love a man, this is a problem?”

What I am trying to tell all of you is. For 3 years I have been single. I would not give the time of day to any men that were not clients/friends. But TODAY I am meeting with my boyfriend (to be) and I’m incredibly nervous  Read more... (215 words, 3 images, estimated 52 secs reading time)

From the moment I close my eyes at night to moment I open them in the morning… Im bubbling with joy like never before! Master my Good Master wants me and he pays attention to me. He has plans for me he thinks about me and he only wants me and he doesn’t want a vanilla bitch on the side and I’m going to be his only slave.

It would just kill me but I would endure and bring all the pleasure possible to him if he took on another but he only only wants me. And guys he is a stone fox. He looks so good I only wish I could post his pic.  Read more... (168 words, 0 images, estimated 40 secs reading time)

After years of suppressing her need to be controlled. So much so that even her friends would not believe such a thing about her. She allowed the One Good Master into her life. 

All her senses were dull and she was constantly slow to understand and obey. Since she no longer looked or even entertained applications for Domination she was not in pique mental form.

She found in the first few days what she was best at was making him very upset.  This mystified her and put her in great dismay. Her whole focus of every moment was to please him and that seemed to be the one thing she couldn’t do easily,

Today was a new day and hope was in place again.  Read more... (181 words, 1 image, estimated 43 secs reading time)

All my life I hoped to have a Good Master! Now he is here but he is irritated with me! I wonder if he will be creative and help me to pay attention to his commands and understand his requirements of me.

Tonight I spent the second night with the European black man, who I am sure would wish to be nameless. His cock is so thick. It hurts when he fills my pussy with it.

I begged him again like I did last night to please fuck me up my ass. He of course was attracted to me because of my rather large and shapely ass. I got no resistance for my pleadings. His cock went up into that tight little hole and there it stayed for 2 hours.  Read more... (267 words, 0 images, estimated 1:04 mins reading time)

I could  never convey to you all the trouble with witch she overcame her need to serve. It was years since she put her self in a position to be owned or dismissed.

Since early childhood her need to be controlled, fulfilled, guided and used was prevalent in her personality. She tried to appease the need by dating and loving dominate men. But that is not the same as being owned and giving herself to the One.

Most dominate men do not know how to own or use a slave. Instead of cherishing her gift of submission, he distains her for being weak. The thing is…. It takes great strength to give yourself over to another, pleasantly.  Read more... (458 words, 1 image, estimated 1:50 mins reading time)

Empty dead souls
hollow eyes
A daily dying
Cold and distant
an amber in my heart
the breath of life
a loving thing this rape
divided
falling always
empty/alone/
one half
wrenched out my heart
with a Masters plan
everything is so blurred
what is/was wrong, is right
unsettled peace
wet thighs
empty thoughts
that leads me there